Showing posts with label me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label me. Show all posts

Friday, May 9, 2014

Taking Stock // Motherhood

I have seen these posts on other blogs and I have loved them, but I could answer most of these questions numerous ways, pertaining to different parts of my life.  I though since we will be doting on our mothers this weekend, I should answer these as a Mother, not anything else...

Taking Stock:  Motherhood


Making: a mess.  I always feel like I did things exactly how they shouldn't be done!  At lease we are making memories :)
Cooking:  lots of pasta and veggies.  Trying to maintain a plant based diet while making things that the whole family will enjoy.
Drinking:  coffee and water.  Throw in a few beers or glasses of wine here and there and that's about all I drink.
Reading:  the Bible, both mine and the kids story book.  Also, our daily devotional.
Wanting:  to be home more.  I don't anticipate not having to work any time soon, but being home with my kiddos would be ideal.
Looking:  forward to Daddy being home more! He graduates from school this weekend and I hope that means more time with us. 
Playing:  catch-up. always.
Wishing:  for more time and more money.  I don't care what anyone says, those two things would make life much easier and enjoyable.
Enjoying:  cuddles and kisses from my babies.  My boys give the best mommy hugs and Princess knows just what to do and say to get me to reevaluate my whole existence.  She is like a tiny Me but with the simple clarity that is only possible as a child.
Liking:  the spring air (minus the allergens).  It's not my favorite time of year, but I like the sound of rain and the smell of flowers blooming.
Wondering:  what life will be like tomorrow, next week, next year, about the future.  I am always trying to see ahead though I know that being in the moment is what I really want and need.
Loving:  Boo Boo's baby words, rolls, piggie toes, funny little laugh.  Dude's old soul that shows through his eyes.  He is the sweetest old man in a little boys body.  That's hard sometimes.  Princess's growing into a little lady and" conquering her fears!" as she says.
Hoping:  that I can raise healthy, happy, successful children who still want to hang out with me when they grow up. 
Marveling:  at how fast time has flown.  It feels like I was just pregnant with Princess and we will be celebrating her 6th birthday this summer!
Needing:  time.  Time to slow down and enjoy the moment, time with my husband, time to do all the things that I want my children to remember.
Smelling:  bath soap, baby lotion, coffee and strawberries
Wearing: my usual black pants and tshirt.  I wear nicer versions to work and yoga pants and tshirts at home.
Following:  my dreams.  I have so many and I have decided realized that life is short and if I ever want to see them come true, I have to act.  
Noticing:  I have less fear as the years go on.  I guess that is part of growing up.  And the more fear I can put behind me, the more I can help my children overcome.
Knowing:  that I need to take some time for myself, especially to work out.  If I want to be the best mom that I can be, I need to be healthy and I have been putting exercise on the back burner.
Thinking:  too much.  Always.  It won't stop.  And I can't remember anything.
Feeling:  happy and sad and sentimental.  Dude gave me his Mother's Day gifts this morning that he made at school.  He was so proud and they were perfect.  He's getting so big.
Bookmarking:  verses, blog posts, recipes, craft ideas, ways to instill faith in children.
Opening:  new bubbles.  We go through A LOT.
Giggling:  with Boo Boo.  He loves to be chased right now :)  WIth Dude when he tells his silly jokes that don't make sense.  With Princess when she says things that are so wise beyond her years.  Sometimes she says things that literally shock me.
Feeling:  overwhelmed with emotion.  I can never describe exactly what I am feeling, but it's a a combination of happy, sad, anxious, content, overwhelmed and tired and excited - it fluctuates and changes from one moment to the next.

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Thursday, April 24, 2014

Being Thankful

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In the rush of day to day life, it is easy to forget about all of the GOOD that happens.  It is far easier to focus on the BAD.  I am absolutely guilty of being pessimistic.  It is my fall back, my natural inclination.

Oprah used to talk about wring in a journal about thankfulness and listing everything that you were thankful for or good things that happened that day.  I always thought that sounded nice, but I didn't see the value in it like I do now.

I crave peace, thankfulness, joy, niceness.  I need it to remember why I brought children into this world. Why God chose for me to be in charge of caring for these three souls.

The world is bleak because it is not Heaven.  I forget that.  Sometimes I don't even give it a second though, actually.

There is beauty in each day, in each moment.  I recommend taking time to review or even discover for the first time the joy that you encounter in your day.  Look back over it at night or refresh yourself first thing in the morning.  It pulls it all into perspective.

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The good nights sleep that I received last night.

The virus that we have all been suffering from is on the outs.

My son picking all the flowers he passes, just to give to me. "Don't let them die Mama."

The toothy grin that the baby gives me.  His chubby baby muscles and little caveman feet.

My daughter's love of Frozen and the way she belts out the ballads for everyone's entertainment.  "You know me, I can sing anything."

My husband kissing me on the forehead when he thinks I'm sleeping.

The grandparents taking an interest in each of their grandchildren and making them feel special.  Making us feel loved and cared for.

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What are you thankful for? 


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Tuesday, April 8, 2014

10 Things

In the recent months I have shied away from sharing anything very personal.  I was looking back through my blog and I realized that there is nothing about ME, really.

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You may or may not care, but here are 10 things about me:

1.  I had just celebrated my birthday that week when I married my high school sweet heart at age 22.

2.  My mother, myself and my daughter all share the same birthmark.  It is a small circle on our lower backs that has no pigment.

3.  I love jewelry, shoes, bags and accessories, but you will rarely find me wearing anything outstanding.  During my pregnancies I couldn't stand anything on me and it never really went away.  I am trying to learn how to be fashionable again, but usually look like a mom - I throw on what's clean and I don't give my outfits much thought.

4.  I run 2 side businesses and work full time as a receptionist at a car dealership.  I can be found here and on my other blog, Local Girl, at my Etsy shop and JensHealthyFuture.com, my It Works! Global website.   I desperately want to replace my job as a receptionist with my own business.  I have always seen myself as a business owner who works from home.  I CRAVE the flexibility of working around my family's schedule instead of the other way around.

5.  I have been wearing broken glasses for nearly a full week now and I still haven't had a chance to have them repaired.  It's not a huge priority either.  And this morning, for few brief minutes, I could see without my glasses and I thought that maybe God had blessed me with corrected site.  It must have been an illusion because I am still pretty blind.  But that strengthened my resolve to, eventually, get laser surgery.

6.  I think I might be an Empath...it's weird.  I always knew I was wayyyy over-sensitive, but I ran across an article that described what an Empath is and I took a quiz.  Yep.

7.  I love to be creative, but I hold back quite a bit.  Everyone knows an eccentric artist.  You are picturing them right now.   I think that, if left completely alone with myself, I could absolutely fill that role.

8.  I struggle with friendships because they tend to be draining.  My husband is my very nest friend and I have other friends, but I don't have a best girlfriend.

9.  I gave birth to 3 children in 4 1/2 years.  I was pregnant for 27 of 54 months.  It was long and hard and  totally wrecked my body, but it was infinitely worth it!

10.  I do not like feeling vulnerable or having a valid reason to apologize to someone.  I do it all the time.  I am a people pleaser, not a people person.  

Now you might have a better picture of who I am.



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